Why must life be filled with 101 worries? Why can't life be worry-free?
So I tried my luck today and tried bidding for a level 4000 module. However, luck wasn't on my side. Module Code: PL4202 Module Title: History and Systems of Psychology Reason: Outbidded Bid ID: B00004085658 Your Bid: 706 Winning Bid: 1928
Maybe god doesn't want me to do level 4000 modules this semester. Maybe he wants me to focus on my 3 modules so I can get all A for them! Possible? LOL! Doesn't sound possible :(
I'm not really that upset over not getting the module because I won't want to pay 1928 points for some history and systems of psychology. I do have 1928 points or more, but I'm not crazy enough to throw all my points into this module because 1) I don't think it's worth it and 2) If I go on to take honours, I think I'll points too right? Furthermore, I don't think this module sounds interesting at all and other blog reviews stated that it's partly philosophy. I still bidded for it because I'm kind of desperate. So if this module sounds like shit to me, why am I still desperate for it? 1) I'm taking only 3 modules this semester so I feel that it's like a waste school fees. Furthermore, taking only 3 modules this semester, I'm worried that I would not be able to cope with 4 modules (and they're level 4000 modules!!!) next semester. 2) I want to experience 1 level 4000 module and see what's the probability of me dying when I take 4. 3) I like the teacher who is taking this module. He doesn't believe in presentations/class participation because he believe some students are just naturally shy = no presentation/class participation.
Why am I already worrying about next semester when I have not even went through this semester. It's only my first day today! So filled with worries! :(